Japanese culture

My name is Elijah, I am from Auckland, New Zealand and have started looking for new work.
Hardworking, Opportunistic, and Mature. Workers have described me in such a way in my previous lines of work and with so many compliments from so many people I came to my own realization. It's is only a mask.
In reality I am a slacking, unemployed loser, who only talks a lot of "Game" but has no intention on moving. That is the true me. When I had finally realized. I needed to make a change. I went into therapy. As ashamed as I am to admit, I went into drugs. I will not specify what types I used but it's best to know that i have used them.
This kind behavior was only due to the stress of working a job I did not want to participate in. I hated every second of working in a job I did not feel qualified or patient enough to work in and it destroyed my mental health.
But what had come to this realization did not only impact the negatives, but also positive things as well. I understood how I felt as a person and an individual. My own interests and what I wanted to do as not only a career but a job I can love. Enthusiastic, Energetic, Excited. The feelings I want to feel when I walk through the front door
Assembly and production line
Japanese culture
Video Games
Cooking
I like to try different food from different cultures, especially Asian/Japanese cuisine. I like to cook and try my own cooking with friends/loved ones. But the one thing I truly love the most is making people feel welcome or happy to be around me and vice versa.